omega

 

 

Letters overflowing inboxes

Busy conversations

Coffee perking

Elevators climbing

Plants watered

 

It is the day beginning

on Tuesday

the last Tuesday

 

Empty tables

at Windows on the World

waiting for

glittering chats and

gleaming silver

 

The world waiting for trade

for the exchange of

who owns what and where

and for who will win and who will

lose

 

And the morning drifted by

as mornings do

with nothing outstanding

nothing understanding

that this is all

the mornings there would be

 

A shudder, a powerful pull

a push, a gust, a split

an opening into sky and flame

and smoke beyond all night

and dust beyond all deserts

and a clutching of the building

on itself

as it tried within its bones

to stand

 

And its heart was melting

and souls were flying

 

And a sound

of twin pain

was to its side

another scrape of

metal on metal and glass

on glass and the whoosh

of air and fuel and flame

and the pall of smoke

that ate the breath

of everything that

moved

 

 Side by side

they stood

two terrible wounds

pulling them apart

the steel without gleaming

the steel within melting

their people

all their dear and lovely people

that they knew

that they harbored

every day every Tuesday

every floor, every suite

all of this falling slowly

surely down in a

measured sure death

 

and suddenly one

without the ability to stand

longer

fell

and in its falling

lasted lifetimes

centuries of hopes

sighs dreams

falling with pictures

with eyeglasses

with outboxes whose papers

flew

far beyond their

intended destinations

into forever

 

And the other

the one who waited

still stood for awhile

and at last let go

nothing to do but fall

nowhere to go but where

the other had gone

no reason to stay

the lonely sky without its twin

too much

too long

too alone

 

And as it fell

and all within

part of its terrible death

there were years in its falling

there were centuries of conversations

and eons of memories

and civilizations of laughter and tears

and birthdays and life celebrations

and first days and last days

 and the middle that we know

as life

 

and as it fell on itself

bone by bone

of its very existence

becoming dust

the sky wrenched and twisted

and pulled away

from the sound

the awful

tearing

sound

and tried to withdraw

from the smoke

that was the life breath

of the building

and of its children

those it harbored

every day

 

and the silence became unattainable

any more

for those watching

hearing

mouths open

the silence only belonged

to those

within

whose last desperate day

was that day

as they left

the highest place

they had ever been

to go to

the truly

highest place

 

angels

and wings of angels

and feathers

going up

into

the clear blue sky

far above the smoke

far beyond the

terrible groan and roar

far into where we believe heaven is,

far into where we believe

all hands were awake, alert

and pulling them upwards

fast

out of the pain

out of the grief

and into the music

of peace.

 

this poem was written on 16 september 2001

by susan godman rager

in honor and in memory of those lost 11 september 2001

c2001-2002 SG Rager  sgrager@ragerlaw.com

This page is part of the Northern Neck of Virginia Law Page web site.

You may wish to also view the 9-11-02 Poem, written 29 August 2002.

 

 

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